Showing posts with label religious poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label religious poetry. Show all posts

Sunday, March 29, 2020

Reflections about Our Lady, Queen of Angels



Crystal Light of Crystal Mornings

Look at Madonna in her royal blue velvet,
bejeweled crown on her brow – see how
the air crystallizes into a gold lattice 
of purity? Angels’ wings flutter in the breeze.

The Lady of the Bright Mount sits still, with 
the Divine Babe in her lap, crowned with jewels, 
watching you –  eyes, eyes, eyes – see all – 
past, present, and future – oh, yes, they do –

“Stay at home,” they say, stay still, wait 
for the golden air to crystallize around you, 
fill with the mystic codes of sunlight, pouring in, 
transmitted at noon. All birds fall silent, in awe.

Breathe deeply. The diamond air 
of sunlit days is lighter than 
the feather-light heart – without 
terror, without guilt, without grief –

Think of babies, unborn 
think of children, lost
think of grandmas, alone – 
The Judgment Day has come.

Look at Madonna, she cares. 
Our Lady of Angels, Archangels. 
She wrestled the demon to the ground. 
The baby is safe in her arms. 

Our Lady of Seraphim, Our Lady 
of Diamond Light. You will pass the test, 
protected by the Lady of Infinite Mercy. 
Theotokos. The Majestic Mother of All.

Pod twoja obrone uciekamy się

święta Boża Rodzicielko. O, Pani nasza. 
Orędowniczko nasza. Pośredniczko nasza, 
Pocieszycielko nasza.

She changes the air into gold. Space fills 
with the diamond vortex. Seraphim wings.
So still. Crystal Air of Crystal Mornings.
So still. Diamond Light. Gold Lattice of Dawn.



NOTE: After Madonnas from the Norton Simon Museum 
and elsewhere. With a Polish prayer: “We seek 
your protection, Holy Mother of God. Oh, our Lady. 
Our Advocate. Our Mediator. Our Comforter.”
© 2020 by Maja Trochimczyk

March 25, 2020 was the Annunciation Day, when the Archangel Gabriel came to Mary and said... It is pretty close to Spring Equinox, so that association with natural order is not too far fetched.  I've always been fond of Madonnas and her Angels. The real Madonnas, not the Satanic impostor who now sings crazy songs locked in her bathroom and going crazy without her drugs... I've been quite offended (not even a believer yet!) when I first heard about this person taking the Sacred Name, the Most Holy Name of Our Lady, my Lady (Ma Donna)... And then spreading foul horrors around the globe, to bewitched masses who forgot that they have to look up to the Sign to be saved from this pestilence.  The less said about this person, the better. Nothing can stop what's coming. Nothing.


See how the angels with six gold wings carry her up? Six angels, you can even notice their heads peeking up, and the splendid wings, six by six - total of 36. She does not need to sit or walk in her golden magical garden of flowers and birds. She just floats on angels' wings. Sweet... I want to float like that, too...  There are more wings below, in the garden, where red, white and blue flowers blossom... Are these birds or angels? Three, six wings again. She looks at us, while the Baby Jesus stands up to look at her, and climbs to gently touch her face with outstretched hand. His foot rests on her hand, and she looks at us, as if saying: "See? I help Him. He is safe with me. You will be safe, too."

Be a Madonna

Angels are returning in vast droves

I see them - There is no turning back
Around me invisibly - tiny drops of light twirl-vanish
Air is clearer than crystal - like dew waters of heaven
So I sleep - peacefully - Breath deepens into a new world
we have longed for - Across all our pastures for truly to be 

(C) 2020 by Ambika Talwar


This Italian Madonna is in the collection of the Norton Simon Museum in Pasadena. I like visiting her from time to time. Her, the Divine Baby and the Angels. All in gold. Did you notice how luxurious is her coat? Ermine has black spots on white, so maybe this is sable? Very rich and soft. And what about that splendid gold brocade gown? White, gold, and indigo are her colors. The flowers below carry the message of virtues - Faith (blue), Hope (green), and Love (red).

No wonder I so love to live in Los Angeles, the city of Our Lady Queen of Angels, properly named  El Pueblo de Nuestra Señora la Reina de los Ángeles del Río Porciúncula.  The Village of Our Lady The Queen of Angels of the River Porciuncula... There is no such river Porciuncula... there is the Los Angeles river, and the Big Tujunga Wash, and Oak Springs, and Little Tujunga and other mountain tributaries of our seasonal river flowing only in rainy years.  No river, but there is definitely the Queen. For some reason, I prefer the Gothic arches with their sharp tips to flat roof-like decorations in frames of Rafael’s Madonnas in the same collection. That’s why I found  these two portraits of our Queen of Angels so inspirational. The Gold out of this world. The Queen of Angels who is here to help and guide and protect, if only we ask... Here she is, again, enthroned:



At the Summit 

Trust the Madonna on the Throne
In a luxurious cape of lapis and gold
With the Sun wheel on her chest.

She holds the Good Shepherd Baby
Stepping off her lap into the world.
Her hands keep Him safe in his journey.

She looks at us, curiously, with a challenge:
Can you hold the Divine Baby in your hands? 
Let Love flow from deep within your heart?

Her eyes are oceans of wisdom 
Her crown sparkles in gold halo 
Her throne is a tower of strength

The Star of the Morning
The Mystic Rose of Heaven
The Queen of All Angels


(c) 2020 by Maja Trochimczyk


This is yet another early Italian Madonna, enthroned in gold, with active Infant Jesus, who walks across her lap, like a little Good Shepherd leading his flock. She supports the Divine Child (the proportions are of an adult male, not of a baby), protecting Him with both hands - the gentle, strong, loving, maternal hands... And she also looks at us, as if pointing to her role of Theotokos.  Eastern Orthodox Churches on the Holy Mountain of Athos have started their prayers to Our Lady, for deliverance from the  pestilence, the virus of ancient evil.

It took centuries to spread around the world and slowly took over more and more aspects of our society, The Prince of this World had many devotees and his presence and their obedience to his cruel orders have severely tested those who refused to bow down to the Ruler of Darkness. This Ruler has no power of his own, none: all he has is the inverted and perverted power of real Creation. The power of Being itself, of this world that is good, very good - in its essence. Yet we live in a world so full of vicious distortions of what it is, in its essence, good, very good. Upside down symbols - the pentagram of the Divine Mother inverted, the three sixes associated with the Goddess - taken over.  Even the triangular, healing pyramid, the generator of positive energy when its gold capstone is on, became a symbol in reverse... Enough of that.

Our Divine Mother has defeated the demon, wrestled it to the ground - as in this illumination from an unfinished manuscript, outlined but not colored in - that I found on Facebook. Social Media are good for something, even with all the censorship and nonsense.

It is a rare image of Mary, with her Divine Crown, indigo robe and scarlet cape that fights the beast of darkness... Baby Jesus prays, safely held by angel with rainbow wings.  The artist painted this for his own amusement  I think, not for public displays, where a Madonna would be majestically seated, facing the faithful with a stern, penetrating gaze.

My "Crystal Air" poem also mentions Our Lady of the Bright Mount, the Queen of Poland, known from her sacred icon held at the monastery in Czestochowa, and reproduced in thousands of copies in every  Polish home in Europe, America, Australia... I have at least three  of those in my house, in both versions: the one painted on wood (the real Byzantine icon), and the one covered in jewels and crowns (the way it is displayed to the faithful), so only the hands and face of the original figures are visible and the rest is covered with silver crowns and gowns, studded with jewels.


Not everything about the "Black Madonna" is so inspirational, however at home I feel with her indigo silhuette, embroidered with gold lilies, and lined with scarlet, the exact hue of Jesus's gown. She has  a gold star upon her brow and both have solid gold halos, while the background is the green of hope. The Black Madonna has two scars from a sable on her right cheek, supposedly from an Tartar invader, who tried to destroy the holy icon and dropped dead, struck by lightning for this sacrilege.

Then, there are the monks, who claim a miracle during the Swedish invasion when carrying the precious icon on the walls of Czestochowa supposedly saved the city. What saved the city and the monastery from looting was a lot of treasures passed on to the Swedish troops as a price for being left alone... Ah, religion and politics... But because of this and other miracles, at the end of your two week pilgrimage, you are supposed to crawl on your knees in a narrow passageway behind the altar, below the venerated icon. I did it once, no, thank you. Not ever again. You really do not need to be humiliated in front of an object. It is much better to contemplate the stern image, or more gentle Italian ones, while sitting down in your garden and listening to the doves, children's laughter and the whir of hummingbirds' wings.


In Madonna, the Polish peasants do worship the Great Mother, her presence on every crossroads, here and there along paths in the countryside - they made small shrines with her image and put all over the country. Fresh flowers in each, I used to add little bouquets as I walked by... Or the Matka Boska Zielna of Harvest. Or the May Rosaries and Communions. In so many ways, she's Grander and more important than her Son...

Maybe I'll write a poem about the Black Madonna and one more about the other Italian Madonna, and yet again, about the lovely Gothic Sculpture of Our Lady of Kruzlowa, with its delightful S-symmetry of the body, that the sweet Madonna bended somewhat to support the weight of the Divine Baby on her hip. Having carried babies on a hip in the exactly same way around the house, in the kitchen, or in the park, when they got too tired to walk, I know this pose from bodily experience. I know what it means to be a mother, carry and care, breastfeed, and constantly watch over my child. I did it three times and my children are my life's greatest achievement.  It is this Power of Creation, the Power of Motherhood that all the icons of Mother Mary with Divine Son celebrate.  Our Mother. The Divine Mother. The Earth Mother. Theotokos, indeed.


Here she is with her divine baby, in her lap, surrounded by saints who rest in the Mystic White Rose of Heaven, the highest ring of Heaven in Dante's Paradiso. Beatrix, his Immortal Beloved shows Dante the way.  Giovanni di Paolo had quite an imagination, and an endless supply of lapis lazuli for the blue robes and heavenly skies...



Tuesday, September 1, 2015

On Gardeners, Murderers, and the Virtue of Patience


I used to think that there are just two types of men, rapists and gays. Luckily, time heals all wounds and I changed my mind. Now I think that there just two types of people, those of Service to Others (STO people) and those of Service to Self (STS people). I borrowed this distinction from someone else, but I do not think that person would mind. In any case, the STO people focus on loving, forgiving, and helping others. The STS people are on a mad power and resource grab... In other words, the STO people are gardeners: they care for, plant, and support the little seeds of love. The STS people are murderers: they destroy, uproot, pour salt water on wounds, and take what is not theirs to take.

The trouble is we are vacillating internally between these two extremes, the gardeners and the murderers. The challenge is we have to become more positive, and content; to live without attacking anyone for not being as "good" as we see ourselves to be. (Wishful thinking we mistake for reality, but that too, does not matter)... Without judgment and condemnation - the two favorite past times of the human species. Especially, if the judgment is followed by execution. At least that's what we see on TV, or Netflix, if you watch those crime shows, or just any shows: they all have somehow become very dark and cruel and focused on the victory of crime in the recent decade.

Sometimes, even when trying to plant and care for a plant, a rose bush, a tree, the gardeners may fail and out of the goodness of their hearts, hurt what they purport to care for. The challenge here is not to get discouraged by this challenge. It is to stay focused on what's above, what's calling,what's spiritually and personally more uplifting and inspirational. It is to be kind in thoughts, words, and gestures. "Grace" in Christian Bible was translated "loving kindness" in the Jewish one and I, for one, like that expression better.

So... what acts of "loving kindness" have you committed recently? In your mind, in your heart? Did you say something nice to someone really tired and frustrated? Did you open yourself to love?  It is neither easy, nor fast: "Love is patient, love is kind..." People write about the Bible as if the Book was  just made up by a bunch of scribes, without knowing that the Book, our Book is alive and speaks to us directly, if only we really need an answer and ask for guidance.  Then, the challenge is to remain patient and keep listening, in serenity, in silence.


The Waiting

She opens the envelope – a letter
With a newspaper clipping
A bouquet of red roses and a story
About mortgage fraud on the back

He rubbed his soap along the edges
She breathes in his scent after the shower

Three phone calls while she was away
Eight after she sent him that letter
Admitting  what it meant to her –
That hot July day, under the tiger sky

Press five if you accept this call –
Stay on the line – Stay on the line

Breathing – dreaming – searching – hoping –
A lifeline – A lifeguard – Her lifeguard –
Stay –

Lush buds open on a dormant branch
The half-forgotten fragrance
The taste of his sweat on her lips
Heavy drops falling from above

The aroma of his bronze, spicy
Body – his touch on her skin
A sudden swell of emotion
An irruption of the past into the present

Stay on the line – accept this call
From an inmate at Avenal State Prison

A long-lost love awakens
With a whiff of newsprint ink
Mixed with a faint echo
Of what once was, could be, will be –

When they meet on God’s mountain
When rosebuds open into a scarlet cloud
That makes the fortuneteller blush
As she sees their future in her Tarot cards

“My love” – he says – Thirty second left –
Stay on the line – Stay on the line 



(c) 2014 by Maja Trochimczyk. With thanks for many wonderful comments that helped streamline and clarify this poem, to dear friends from Westside Women Writers: Millicent Borges Accardi, Lois P. Jones, Madeleine Butcher, Georgia Jones-Davis, Kathi Stafford, Sonya Sabanac, and Susan Rogers. Published in the second half of the special issue of Clockwise Cat, called Femmewise Cat celebrating women poets and artists, pages 93-96  http://issuu.com/clockwisecat/docs/femmewise_cat_part_ii?e=13963388/11675756.

Westside Women Writers at McGroarty Arts Center:
Susan Rogers, Sonya Sabanac, Maja Trochimczyk, Lois P. Jnes and Kathi Stafford

I recently read that poem at the "Westside Women Writers go Eastside" at the McGroarty Arts Center (August 23), so I thought of reposting it here.  Then, merely a week later, at the Poetry Palooza event at the same Former home of California Poet Laureate John Steven McGroarty  (August 29), my other poetry group, Village Poets, read my even older poem, "The Veil, the Weave" is a religious poem, inspired by a line from Isaiah. It us stylized a la Vladimir Mayakovsky's poetry of the Soviet Revolution - with broad gestures, dramatic exclamations, and the spacing of the words all over the page. In addition, I colored the words and phrases, to designate the four or five different readers needed for the performance. Caps in black mean everyone is reading those lines.

The Veil, the Weave

“On this mountain, God will destroy the veil that veils all peoples, / the web that is woven over all nations:  He will destroy Death forever.”              
                                                                                        ~  Isaiah, Chapter 25, Verses 7-8

the veil     that veils    the weave      that is woven

break them                      tear them                   shred them         set us free

the veil that obscures   distorts true meaning    disorients           and stifles

obfuscation          dilapidation               obliteration                abomination

the weave of sticky thread
is a trap to capture the unwary
                                the weave of shiny thread
                                is a snare to entangle the greedy
                                               the weave of sweet-scented thread
                                                is a seduction of beauty into nothing
                                                                                             the weave is woven
                                                                                            where is the weaver?
where is he hiding?
                       this maker of imitations
                                               the master of mimicry
                                                                      the creator of absence
the weave holds us tight
                              in the habit of hours
                                                   in the rut of the known
                                                             in the suffocating thickness of lies

that are woven             
                      that are told!

break the veil    undo the knots    free the mind

to see the blessings of infinity
                                to hear the music
                                                 of sing-song lullabies
                                                                calming us for the night
for the first gleam 
                         of stardust 
                                              for awakening 
                                                                    in grace

                                     
when the veil       and the weave          are gone


© 2008 by Maja Trochimczyk                             





The Veil of lies and deception that we have been shrouded in, and sometimes willingly accept, seduced by its shimmering, illusive allure, spreads out all over the world... But what happens, if the Veil is broken and we are able to see as we have been meant to see?  Angels dance, and we dance with them:

An Invitation to  the Dance

And the angels are dancing.

Did you say dancing? Yes, dancing. Making somersaults 
and jumping two hundred yards in the air.

Air? Are they here? I thought they lived in infinity,
Or eternity, or the great beyond, or whatchamacalit.
No. Here. They are laughing their heads off.  Giggling,
smiling, smirking, guffawing. Laughing.

What’s so funny? Nic. Nada. Naught. It is just that they are so happy.
So incredibly,  exorbitantly, blissfully happy.

Why?  Oh, because of that quirky thing from the country song.

What thing? Don’t you know? Have you not heard
that love conquers all?  That love triumphs
over lies, fear, anger, shame and despair?
That it is? Love is. True love. Our love…

It blossoms in us, through us.
It opens its petals.  The world is more tranquil,
serene in the luminescence of our love.
New stars are born and peace comes to earth when we
are together, immersed in this love. When we
find it. Return to it. Share it. Cherish it. When we
are not giving up. No matter what. No matter how hard.
No matter how late.  Simple, very simple.
Impossible? Yet, it is here to stay.

So what about these angels, then…
Oh, yes. Would you like to go dancing with the angels?
 Boogie-woogie, waltz, tango or salsa? 


(C) 2015 by Maja Trochimczyk